Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Fear

Tomorrow morning I take the most important test of my life. (so far anyway)

I am afraid of failure.  I am afraid of the cost of retaking it.  I am afraid of the judgement that will follow if I fail and have to retake.

I am afraid of success.  I am afraid of becoming a licensed REGISTERED NURSE.  I am afraid of the increased responsibility that will follow.  I am afraid of having new things expected of me that I don't yet know.  I am afraid of making a huge mistake and losing the license I have worked so hard for.

I am afraid of the unkown.

It's time to face my fears.